Stuck to you, slowly sinking
In to you
i disappeared into the hole i dug
disappointing everyone that i've come to love
to love
i watched as you let them in
pale light slips over my cold skin
it burns
was it all because of me
was i scared of what i need to be
i wish i knew how to be me
god just put a bullet in my head
I told you, never let the voices control you
You can't be yourself no matter how bad you want to be
No point day dreaming
Say I'm cold cause I wont fight it
Cursed cause I cant let up
No point
point blank
The only thing I know is
I'm sick of waking up
in this life
in this hell
i dont want to anymore
I can't breathe
Always losing sleep
Life's a fever dream
It never ends
I hope I forget my name
My way of moving through the day
The nights spill into the days
Never ending hours of pain
Defamation of your values
Morality folds like paper
Lost sight of your purpose
And now there's nothing left
Take to the heavens and bring down
All those angel
Because the greatest lie ever told
Was that you will be loved
Stuck somewhere between
Anxious and depressed
Now both are bleeding in
Like the seals have cracked
The lines on your hands begin to crack
From crawling for so long
Blood soaks into the pavement
And you're not sure
If you will ever stand tall again
A comatose in rope production
Parting clouds to find a way
There's no moon for the sea
There's no sky for the kite
I've been reaching for the fucking rope again
A place to rest my head
And pull this stress from my neck
Just let it end
Contemplating a means to an end
To let me sway
Tear open my heart
Take what you need
I don't want it anymore
Rip into my soul
Reach as deep as you please
Rip into me
Take what you please
Get it out of me
Imagine the voices of every person from every conversation you ever had suddenly talking in your head ALL AT ONCE at 5x the speed in a sheer hatred directed solely at YOU while you’re withdrawing and having terror inducing hallucinations while every single person on earth is talking about you, worse yet they’re laughing at you at the same time in glass shattering high pitched shrieks and they have no eyes, just empty sockets, grinning with nails for teeth til they catch you up….
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